The king is enthralled by your beauty; honor him, for he is your lord.

There is nothing more serene than hearing someone tell you that you are beautiful, worthy, breathtaking, and loved. I think many of us take saying or feeling that for granted. So many girls never give themselves the chance to call themselves this, and I for one have been one of them for far too long. I need to stop spending time staring at something I see as ugly and start appreciating myself and the woman I am. Sure, I sound cliche right now but this is something I know people with every day, sometimes affecting their lives to the point of utter depression and sorrow for being who they are, and that’s just not right.
In the past, I had been very down on my appearance and used to take people very seriously about certain comments and spend way too much time figuring out how to look, dress, and be. Now I see it is just a waste, even though in the back of my mind I already realized that. That is one big thing I don’t get about some girls, some take hours to get ready or pick out an outfit and when they do, it shows about 90% of their bodies and 0% of their face because they wear too little clothes and too much makeup. I even hear from guys all the time, “don’t wear makeup, natural is better.” Anyways, there are many things I do not like about myself, out of human nature of course, but there are a million more things I love about myself!
- I love my smile, I feel like I nearly don’t smile enough.
- My green eyes are so pretty and I would never want another color.
- My tattoo is a part of me, and I don’t regret it.
- My hair and how nicely it is growing in.
- I like my freckles and little nicks and nacks and scars from life.
- I like the way my body is, every single part of it.

Even though I may be envious of others from time to time ( I wish I never was), I still would never trade myself to be anyone else.

I was shaking to my core today with every word. It takes a few moments to take in the thought that you are truly beautiful, that you capture someone’s attention every single moment. That someone completely loves you the way you are, without any hesitations.

God is my King and I am his princess. I don’t want anything other than what I deserve, and lately I have not been shown anything so. This is probably because of myself, because I am not working harder serving, putting my all into trusting God, and loving Him entirely.

Wish me luck,
Goodbye.